Now, I can tolerate unhealthy habits for a while without letting them bother me. But when it turns into binges, I can't accept it anymore. And that's the truth when it comes to eating sugar, I always get to the point where I can't control my intake. I'll moderate and control it, but then it seems like I need a higher "dose" to feel satisfied. Is this a food or a drug? I think the latter.
So tomorrow I'm kick-starting my transition back to a nutritious whole-foods diet. I can't change it all at once, but the first major change is to cut out sweets. In order to make it something realistic, I'm not yet going to obsess about small amounts of sugar added to other things like breads, sauces, etc. I think that is the imperfection I need to make this something sustainable.
In a way it feels like a relief at the same time. This has been the major thing preventing me from being able to make other improvements to my diet as well. I kept holding on to it, saying how I would feel deprived if I couldn't eat sweets, etc. But now it feels like the supposed comfort is causing more stress than anything.